Day to day 4What!?... Day 18

Day 18

Its Friday
Hufft
I shouldn't complain
why? what for?
i should think for the solutions

Its rainny
ku putuskan pulang esok hari

Aku sedih, nggak (belum)bisa kasih uang orang tua
mikirin sekolah ponakan, laptop, kuliah
ting tung ting tung



i sad look my mom sad (who doesnt)

i feel sorry for myself, my bos
no time to look back
for what?

finish what you have started
 
AKu pikir, aku hanya takut untuk alasan yang aku nggak pasti
mau enak nggak mau susah

too many people with that types, dont be a part of it

come on girl

Saturday, i miss the train, just 10 minutes
i have to take bus
longer and more tired
i waiting my dad longer than usual
he'd been busy

i tell my dad my situations
He said,why you keep doing that?

I need money, i need more learning
i need status (?, whats that)
ya, by working here, at least i have good name for my cv

I tell the situations to my mom
she more sad

We have to keep fighting
isnt offer

now i more realize
wajahku semakin terjangkit PMS

wait,.....not only my face now
but my soul and my body now

iam not like other sales who suffer with PMS
iam different ( i have to be different)

I need to write down my strategy for tommorow
and learning some materials
c you guys!